My song so far

So whilst i was manic last week i managed to write the middle of a song on my guitar. Sadly the pills are bringing me down and my inspiration is disapearing :'(  but heres what i've written so far. Its kinda folk style.


D
The kiss on your lips
A
as I mumble and mutter
G                                    D   A
the world keeps tumbling by__.

D
Softly you hold me
A
and whisper just to me
G                         D   A
that everything is alright:


D        A           D  A  B(might not be a B im not sure)
And I____ just sigh___.

I am afraid,
my whole life lies before me
but I know that I will survive

'Cos I___ can fly.
As long as your by__ my side.

Diagnosis!

Ok so I was seeing a psychiatrist, Dr Owl, for about 2 months now and getting absolutely nowhere. She said it could be all kinds of things that was wrong with me such as a sleep disorder, epilepsy, SAD etc.. Dr Owl then prescribed me fluoxetine and seroquel. The seroquel completely knocked me out and turned me into a zombie so I started taking it only at night. Then last week the fluoxetine picked me out of my low and flung me into mania. Where I've been ever since. WOOP WOOP.

So today I went to see another doctor and he immediately saw the obvious symptoms and diagnosed me as Bipolar type 1 !!! Result. Feels so amazing to have a name to describe what I feel. And also confirms what I guessed all along!

Telepathy

Ok so basicly I was thinking. A lot. I have about a billion thoughts in my head right now... Anyways keep losing track! But basicly one of those thoughts was about how thoughts are electronic impulses that shoot through some of the nerves in our brain. Well i think so anyway... Only on AS biology at the moment so there isn't and neurology involved yet :( Feel free to correct me! And ok so these impulses have to be insulated. But what if not all of the impulse is insulated and some escapes the nerves so that if you had the proper technology (it would have to be invented first) you could pick up the stray signals and read them! Little bit of a scary thought cos I appreciate my privacy.

I heard about these identical twins that would burst into tears if the other one was crying. Even if they weren't in the same room and didn't know the other one was crying. What if those twins had the ability to comprehend the stray tear thought impulses from the other twin? What if there are some people somewhere that can understand and 'hear' those impulses? Well maybe its crazy talk but i'm gonna look into it so feel free to give me your thoughts!