Beautiful pain

Love. Every time I think of you my heart fills with a feeling that is physically impossible to describe but is without a doubt love of the purest and most all consuming kind. There are so many cliches about love and all so true. Everyone believes their love is one of a kind, better than anyone else's and despite evidence to the contrary so do I. My love is a rare kind - one of the lucky few to find their true soul-mate. My best friend, and definitely the best lover ever! My life is yours, everything is for you. Perhaps true altruism does exist?

Each moment without you is a beautiful pain. A longing wait. Knowing that when I see you again it will be the happiest moment of my life - as is every moment with you.

Yovrs onli. Forever.

For you.

I have found my key. My key to sanity and happiness. My rock and guardian angel. I only have to be with you to be normal and I am more myself than I have ever been in my life. You complete me and are truly my soul mate. Perhaps this is the cure to bipolar, unconditional requited love.

I can miss my pills and I won't notice any mood changes as long as I am with you. I can drink and take drugs and not suffer the consequences. I don't know how you do it, must be a magician. Every moment together is a miracle, true happiness. I will always love you and no one will ever mean as much to me as you do.

You better stay safe on your travels baby because I don't know how to live without you. The thought of not having you terrifies me more than anything. I would do anything for you and so I will try my very best to stay happy for you.

I hope we are together forever and never get sick of each other. Bad things will happen I'm sure, such is life, but I think we are strong enough to get through them. I would fight for you no matter what.

I love you, I love you, I love you. Words cannot express. Looks and touches cannot express. Only time will truly be able to show you how much I love you.