Thank you to everyone for their concern it means a lot. There are a few things I think people have got the wrong idea about so I'll try and put that right.
I don't want it to seem like my parents are in any way a cause of all of this. They have been nothing but supportive and loving to me. I have not been hurt by them, they are the ones that have been hurt by me and my actions - unintentionally. Although I have had issues with past doctors, and new issues with a more recent doctor that I will go into in another post, my doctors at the moment are great. They come to my house whenever I need them and will see me at any time at last minute notification. The meds appear to be starting to kick in but its a very long process to get onto the right medication and for it to have full effect.
The main issue is me myself. For reasons that are unknown to me, a part of me does not want to get better and until that changes its going to be a long and rocky road.
I've read most of your posts in one sitting, and must say, you seem to have a handle of your condition more so than many people. Even when you are down you seem to find hope to continue living and finding ways to deal with life. This is an amazing personality trait. Hold on to it. x
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